Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

}Broken Strings
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado

SINGAPORE 0, VIETNAM 1

yes!
i went to watch th AFF Suzuki Cup 2008 Semi-Finals (2nd Leg) at th national stadium!
YO! LIVE!
ENVY ME! :D
Grandstand lagi uhhhhhh!
watch it with mum dad and sis.
dad used to be a soccer manager or is it coach.
no,its manager.
but he kindda end that jobb.
hah,in short, he LOVES soccer like his wife.
haha.
that he would rather starve than to miss a soccer match. (:
so yea, that match was his treat. (:
it was my first time watching a soccer match.
so kindda excited.
55,ooo people was there!
at Kallang Stadium.
at th atmosphere.
FUHHH!
gerekkkkkkkk gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i was shouting and screaming haha
just joining in th crowddd.
gerek gilaaa oi tengok bola.
NAK TENGOK LAGI!(:

it was a tough match actually.
singapore got SO MANY chances to score but i guess LUCK wasnt on their side so
th ball just roll away inches away from th goal post.
it always happens tau!
like more than 5 times!
singapore could hae scored alot.
hah,but yea.
accept reality.
b t w, vietnam send some kindda weak people to play,i guess.
they just waste time la oi.
bila Singapore tackle kan abeh jtuh 2-3 min baru bangun.
or when th medic came right suddenly wahhh! can stand alrd uhhh!
padahal kat tengah field macam nak mati.
DRAMA MUCH?
apa da.
then kann, got one la da nak habis game.
like lay flat on th field, vietnam player la.
he just fall tauu,then lay in th middle of field.
haha,then we all just screm,
"PLAY ON! PLAY ON!"
haha!
then that poor vietnam player lay in th middle,tak treated oi.
mum was like,
"refereee da tak kuasa nak layan.
Vietnam asyik jatuhh ajaa,drama la!"
(refereee lazy to entertain because Vietnam everytime fall only,darma la!)
haha!
then a few minutes later agaknya da penat kan, he just stand up with help of i d k who (:
haha.
thennn, Vietnam.
like last 2 mins i think go substituition.
like nonsense like that!
waste time ajaaa,
abeh goalkeeper pun samer!
da dapat bola abeh step la hurt,okeh maybe dia hurt.
abeh he just hold on to th ball.
WASTE TIME! (:
haaaah!
geram ni! ;D
tapi tak pa.
nanti dorang lawan thilanddd kaaan?
TRASHED GILAAA RABAK NYA LA! ;D
haha! (:

aku SUKA jersey 16!
DANIEL MARK BENNET!
that my eyes just got glued to him! (:
or however you spell it!
and number 8!
Alam Shah! (:
outstanding oi diaaaa! :D
*melts!

okeh enuff about th AFF Suzuki cup.
but i cant stop bragging about it. D:

whatever.

haha.
anw, before that went to mum recognition day (:
at Golden Landmark Hotel.
just like any other recognition ceremony la
took loads of pictures.
update them soon.
SOOOOOON! :D

oh andddddd.
on saturday.
my mum,dad sis and aunt and meeee!
went to Changi beach.
for beachinggg th whole day! ;D
it was a simple one where we just brong mats and xtra clotes
plus toiletaries! :D
kindda troublesome bringing tent.
and if we were to bring
i dont think so we will put it up like very very fast.
because the wind is blowing against us! :D
but it was nice.
my hair, they just dance with th breeze, sexy huh?
okeh no.
sound so wrong. :D
had fun playing in th water.
catching waves.
then i came up with an idea.
which was stupid(?)
haha.
i couldnt think of anything else.
because th idea was way much better than to play in water and swim.
so i told my sister to jump with me when th wave comes(:
so its like bouncing on water sort of thing(?)
haha.
get me?
okehhh.
did that th whole time.
well almost.
dad join us.
then after MUCH MUCH beggibg.
mum joins us too!
then after that.
there's big ship passing by.
and dad came out with an idea.
whoa!
another idea! (:
a n w.
dad suggest we turn to th beach and lay flat on th water and face in th water.
when a BIG wave come and just stay there until it swept euu to shore.
haha!
so dad was like
"HANNA! HERE COMES A BIG ONE! GET READY! ONE TWO...( all in positions alrd!)"
haha!
excited uhh my dad!(:
haha!
yea,its very funnnnnnn! :D
i went home all reddddddddd!
and i burnt my skin.
not all.
my left arm only.
weirdddd.
haha! ;D
so yea,im kindda tann.
and th skin on my face is peeling off!
and it looks funny,like i have some skin problems.
then after all th peeling..
YAY NEW SKIN! :D
haha!

im going out tmr!
yay-nessss!
andddd also Fridayy(:

holidays are not so boring after all aye? ;D

i dont feel you when im with you.
i just want you back like how we used to be.

but i cant force love can i?
we shall see what will happen then.